Friday, October 16, 2009

The wait continues

As another week fly's by I ask myself, where did we go wrong. Having spent so long trying to become a family of three has taken a toll on our hearts, our family and our friends. If I could explain the emptiness in words I would but I can't. It is like feeling perpetually misunderstood and completely numb. Sitting still is so hard to do when you feel like your alone. For now I stare at our empty nursery and hope with all the hope in my heart that our time is coming soon because I don't know how much longer my heart can take the sadness.

Thursday, October 01, 2009

14 weeks

Well for all those keeping up with our adoption process, we have reached and exceeded our 3 month mark waiting for our referral. It does not look like we are going to hear anything anytime soon.